Literary Borrowing

This post is a repeat, but it is becoming the story of my life. I even feel like this isn't even a real person, but some collection of things and people that will never come together in a perfect moment that I can sit in and say "all that matters in life is right here." Well, a last post for awhile, maybe for good leaves me wondering if I should use quotations to quote myself. It's from a published source right? Allow me to indulge myself and use quotations.
"Without you I went through my day on less than a ringing note, because today is one more day I don't get to remember what you said, if you approved, if you wanted to cry, and why you didn't leave me. I'll lose you again tomorrow because these days are set in motion. Set in stone. Never setting in. Best friend, magic place, free fall, flash of brilliance. Good news, there were days I didn't have to say it, days I won't have to say it. I got dressed up and went out without you, I got up on a stage and played but you weren't there, I walked around aimlessly neglecting my responsibilities without you."

I looked up the definition of blog on dicitonary.com and it said diary. Diaries on display for all to read? I think that is amazing. Finally, I would like to point out that, when all other things are transient, like blogs, there are things that keep on going, like Ryan Yeo's voice in my head that sounds like bubbling water and silver and kittens. Things like this will keep me believing.